I think virginity and sexual inexperience is oh so sexy. Mega turn on!
thebralesswitch asked: </3
Story that broke me: Hmm. I’ll go ahead and say Cymagen broke me a little bit. He and I were best friends for years and eventually got a little romantic. Before we did anything sexual I told him the same thing I tell anyone who wants to put their body in mine: Get tested beforehand or GTFO. I take that very seriously and there is absolutely no room for exceptions. I don’t want to get some sort of disease due to someone else’s slutty evening. Anyway, as I said he was my best friend for a couple of years.. so I trusted him. He told me he had been tested and hasn’t touched anyone since. I had been tested and the last person I had been with I took their virginity.. so I knew damn well I was clean. Fast forward a few months. I’m living in Portland and things are swell.. until I realize Cymagen is the biggest manchild I’ve ever known. Then one day I had the most excruciating pain in my ribs. I was so scared. It hurt to breath and felt like someone was stabbing me under the ribs every time I took a breath. I thought I was dying! I wound up in the emergency room [twice because they had no idea why I was in so much pain] only to have a doctor tell me I have chlamydia and it’s been present for a while. Words cannot express how much I will never forgive that stupid fucking prick for giving me a disease. I thank God that it was just chlamydia.. but the point is he just straight up lied to me about something I take very seriously. He had no idea whether or not he was clean and he wasn’t! What if it had been herpes or AIDS? He wouldn’t have known because he didn’t get his manchild fuggo dick checked.
It could have been fucking AIDS.
He was my best friend and he disrespected me and my body in one of the worst ways possible.
AND I had a lovely $10,000 bill because of the whole situation. He said he’d pay for it.. which rightfully he should, but seeing as he’s still needing his Grandma’s money to pay for the car he’s borrowing from his stepdad I doubt that’ll be happening.
It broke me because he and I were so close and he hurt me badly. Not only mentally, but that was the worst physical pain of my life. I cried every day for 2 months.. from pain and hatred.
Btw, Cymagen. Fuck you and your nasty cyst filled ass.
/freal though I dont give a fuck
Edited to add: Seriously, ppl. Get yourself tested. It takes like 5 minutes and it’s absolutely free. Don’t be stupid.
weechy asked: 8===D
Turn on: Shyness
Someone I care about: There is this boy. He literally makes me speechless. He makes me look at the world in a different way. He is the first person to successfully melt my [once] frozen heart.
Something I dislike about me: I have a very short temper!
Something I like about me: I love that I speak my mind.
Story that broke me: The only thing I would really consider breaking me was when I moved out of my family’s house. My choice was to stay and be abused.. or break into the world at 15. It was really scary and sad because I haven’t had any sort of support or backing of any kind since.. not that I had much from them to begin with. I’m still fucked up over it and I doubt that will ever change much. It sucks knowing that I have and entire group of people who should be there for me and treat me right, but none of them do. That’ll break a bitch.
.. but I’m doing just fine <3 I made the right decision and I’m happier than I ever have been.